butterfliesandwildflowers:

My current stress reliever and bad vibes eraser.

White Winter Hymnal by Fleet Foxes

- Jerico

Please. Everyone. Try to listen to this.

thought of this for a 173639872 times already but still not enough. but, don’t worry, i’m not going to kill myself really, i just said i’m thinking of that sometimes, but as long as my talent(s) are in me, i’ll continue to live no matter what

I’m more of abstract, caricatures, little drawings/journal drawings, painting, I also tried sculpting once, I do a lot but not realistic I’m not a realist. I’m more of Picasso, Warhol, van Gogh. I’m not Da Vinci. :D

I wanted to tell you, “no, don’t kill yourself,” but I can’t. Because there are times that I’m thinking of killing myself, too. I feel empty, lonely, like nobody wants to talk to me, even though they are free and not busy. I feel like I have no friend. I feel like I’m with no one. I can’t even know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know what to do.

I do not cut. I do not do drugs. I have no way of escape except from art. But I can’t create art coz I am feeling devastated inside. I can’t fall asleep coz I’m over-thinking. I can’t eat coz I’m worrying. I can’t write coz words are not coming or failing. I can’t do anything, because I am fucking feeling lonely and empty.

I’m trying to talk to people, but they are not interested of anything about me. I’m trying to go outside and have a walk but it’s still lonely. I’m trying to blog but I can’t feel it. I don’t know what to do.

Sometimes, I feel some spark and hope, because of the lies I continue to tell myself. Sometimes, I feel, “omg, this is it,” but it’s still not.

Now, I’m still alive, hoping for a better tomorrow, wishing to have no more sorrow, and be happy already. I chose to carry on and I don’t know the exact reason behind that.

Sorry, if I didn’t answer your question. This is all I can say to you for now because I also suffering loneliness and emptiness.

- J.

Maybe. But I don’t think so. And I’m not getting imitated, I am being robbed.

I did. They said they’re investigating. :(

No. :’( I’m now afraid to post anything.

Thank you very much!!! :’(

My current stress reliever and bad vibes eraser.

White Winter Hymnal by Fleet Foxes

- Jerico

Dear everyone,

Please help me get my photos deleted on SAMISOFFTHEWALL.CO.UK.

I spend so many hours just to create those works and he is just fucking stealing it. I feel so bad seeing my works on someone’s blog without proper credits.

And it is not the first time SAMISOFFTHEWALL.CO.UK stole my photo.
He also stole my quote “LIFE IS FAIR BECAUSE IT IS UNFAIR RO EVERYBODY.”

Please help me. Share this post or message SAMISOFFTHEWALL.CO.UK to delete my posts.

Thank you so much.

Jerico

butterfliesandwildflowers:

Dear everyone,

Please help me get my photos deleted on SAMISOFFTHEWALL.CO.UK.

I spend so many hours just to create those works and he is just fucking stealing it. I feel so bad seeing my works on someone’s blog without proper credits.

And it is not the first time SAMISOFFTHEWALL.CO.UK stole my photo.
He also stole my quote “LIFE IS FAIR BECAUSE IT IS UNFAIR RO EVERYBODY.”

Please help me. Share this post or message SAMISOFFTHEWALL.CO.UK to delete my posts.

Thank you so much.

Jerico

Share this. I swear to promote your blog.

WTF? Unfair? Go fuck yourself! Delete my photos!!!